Ego is a strong word I must say. Each and everyone one of us have our own ego, its just a matter of on what scale of 10 that one has. I myself admit in having a huge ego than anyone else. According to Dictionary.com, ego means "the “I” or self of any person; a person as thinking, feeling, and willing, and distinguishing itself from the selves of others and from objects of its thought".
From years to years, I've met with different kinds of person and characters, and somehow they changed me in ways I didn't even realise not until they tell me so. A friend once said the first time we met, she couldn't even talk to me, just because I've this unfriendly face. I admit to having difficulties being friends with people I just met. It'll take a HUGE step for me to talk to a person, girls especially, be it mutual friends or some random stranger. I bet most of you feel the same way too. Its easier to talk to a person of an opposite gender than the same gender. Who's with me?
Being egoistic are sometimes pain in the ass. Its agreeable than guys have such huge ego than women. Maybe I learned from the guys. Sometimes I feel its a challenge for me to break the ego that they have just to show that I can bring 'em down somehow and I guess they did the same thing to me as well -_-". I've become the way I am now because of the experiences in life I've endured, may it be social life or love life. What I chose to become or to be with nowadays are choices I've made merely because of my ego, honestly said. This isn't a healthy thing, and I hope someday, I can get rid of this entirely. This ain't good for me or anyone not even umm 'him' in particular.
